so i just randomly remembered this site

[seren]

does anyone remember me? last time I was on here I was sixteen, and now I'm turning nineteen in November--crazy.

So a lot of things have changed--I'm in college, I have lost and gained weight, I'm obsessed with David Bowie, I love Rocky Horror Picture Show, I stopped eating meat and now am eating it again, I stopped eating wheat because I'm allergic, I got my license, I was president of my school's GSA, I realized I'm pansexual and not bisexual, I had sex for the first time (which was hilarious but not at all satisfying and I regret a lot), I'm now an agnostic atheist, my skin is ed up, my psoriasis is worse, and my period might actually be regular for the first time in my life due to the miracle that is birth control.

Um, oh, that band/collaboration I had with my friend Layla died. I get the feeling she got sick of me plus our schedules conflicted. Nevertheless, we released at least fifteen songs. By "released", I mean "uploaded to tumblr/a random myspace music page".

I don't write as often as I used to.

My novel is almost done.

I never roleplay.

I started playing neopets again. Just to earn points and paint pets random colors. Stuff like that.

Okay, bye.

[Kala]

I remember you Seren~

Seems like alot has happen to you in the past two years. God I miss this whole guild, silly that I still think about this place from time to time? Maybe, but who cares.

I'm twenty now, feels weird not being a teenager anymore. I didn't even feel nineteen then suddenly I was twenty. I still live in Germany. I finished high school in 2011. I've had three major surgeries. Two on my face, one on my heart. I can drive now as well. I'm a waitress and board member of a private video game organization in the area. I'm in college in a three way degree. I'm pansexual as well. Birth control is my best friend. I live by it. ha! I can't say alot of good has happened to me since everyone went off and did their own thing. I've had three serious relationships along with a handful of others. All ended in heart break and two exes in jail. Fun eh? I still role play with my friend Kai and sometimes I'll lurk onto feral heart and role play there. I haven't even finished any of my novels. I don't play neopets anymore, I just log into my accounts and make sure I don't loose them though there really isn't a point in keeping them up. I play subeta, my user on there is Shaeji. I was team captian of my swim team for two years in a row, then the team changed so I quit. I miss swimming alot, but my asthma and heart surgery won't allow me to swim anymore. Sort of heart breaking to see your European and US records being beaten and there's no way you can stop it. I made contact with my birth mother if anyone remembers I was adopted. She isn't anything like I thought she would be, very clingy and annoying. But hey I made that step.

I have a tumblr as well if anyone wants to follow me. It's Shaeji. Gee I have a theme going with usernames don't I?

I'm sorry to hear that your band died. D8 Dunno if you'll ever see this, but you plan on doing music again?

[seren]

At times I miss this guild too. It's funny to think that I started something that took on a life of its own. No, it's not silly. Memories here. ;3

Aging is strange. In many ways I feel more mature, and in many others, I feel more childish and lazy, etc. The bad with the good, I guess. Did the surgeries go alright? And I can drive too (although I hate it). Good job--I hope that you're doing well in the organization. I'm sorry to hear that. Whoa, jail? Are you okay? Speaking of relationships, I've been in one since... two days after you posted this, and he's helping me learn to trust men and people in general, and he's the only relationship I've ever had and the only person who's ever actually had any romantic interest in me and returned my feelings. Do you roleplay Warriors or other things? I play neopets but more to kill time, and as I said, paint pets random things, ha. Sorry to hear that you can't swim anymore. You're so talented. And I remember that you're adopted. People tend to rarely be what you expect them to be, but yes, you made progress, and now you know.

My tumblr is iamateenageicon. I'll follow you for sure.

It's okay. I'm still in contact with her somewhat, and my boyfriend plays guitar, bass, mandolin, banjo, and ocarina, so I think I'll be okay. XD Maybe I'll do some collaborations with him. Otherwise I just sing for my own amusement/at parties/karaoke, and I upload things onto Youtube.

Here's my channel:
www.youtube.com/user/shelbyebet

Sorry for such a late response.